Lived alone his entire life
Family distant
True friends never being found
Thoughts passed through
Never able to grasp reality
Too afraid to question
Wanting to make everyone's life joyful
So immersed in the happiness of others he forgot his own
Not knowing who he was
Nor what he like
Became accustomed to being used
Not speaking out for fear of rejection
The fear of life without others
And when he goes home that's how he lives
Alone to his thoughts
Never questioning what he was
Just imitating his surroundings
Opinions he would vocalize
But being swayed by those he liked
Always changing for others
Not knowing how to change f
Learned to not care
To go through life putting nothing end
Instead of putting good in and getting shit out
No plans for the future
No path to follow
Just live bcause I must
Going on without fear of death
Pointless struggles along the way
Just to stay alive
Why stuggle to survive
When in the end all that you do is die
So begone emotions and feelings
Embrace the mask
The emotions you show are all fake
The laughs you make are a cry for help
Why did it come to this I ask
When life just laughs
We're all born to die
Nothing we do will ever make a difference
We are but a statistic in this machine
To be damned to a short period of
Can't think straight
Mind clouded with thoughts
Is she ignoring me
Is this normal
Does she hate me
What have I done
All of these thoughts haunt me every second
When I think about losing her
I just can't
I'd be dead inside
Just a hole
A hole that would be impossible to fill
No one can compare
No one can surpass
She's the reason I still have hope
Hope that life isn't all shit
That I can be happy for once
Without liars
And harlots
Without people using me
Abusing me
And treating me like they're better
But maybe she's just afraid
To be held in love's embrace
To give herself to something greater
To open up to one person
Bu
Hatred
Nothing but that burns
Every time I see him
Every time I hear him
And every time I think of him
But maybe I should give him a chance
Just fir her sake
To promote peace instead of war
To believe he's a good person
In the past he's been many things
A user
A jerk
And most of all
Just inconsiderate
But maybe he's changed
Maybe she can help him
Or maybe he will destroy her
I don't know what to do
To forgive and forget
Or to hate and dismiss
I'll leave the choice to her
Her happiness is worth more than my own
But if he uses her
He will be destroyed
Why do we do this to ourselves
Build ourself tall
Tell ourself how good we are
Just for someone to come knock it down
They might not mean to
They might have wanted to
But time and time again
We build ourselves back up
For what
The same to happen again
It's a fruious cycle
It'll will never end
Our pride controls how we act
Who we are
But our pride
Will be our downfall
Just when you think
You've found a way to end it
A way to be happy
To move on
It slips away
Always out of reach
Taunting you
But as you reach closer
Farther it goes
Until it cannot be seen
Until it's completely gone
Then is when you realize
What you've truly lost
Lived alone his entire life
Family distant
True friends never being found
Thoughts passed through
Never able to grasp reality
Too afraid to question
Wanting to make everyone's life joyful
So immersed in the happiness of others he forgot his own
Not knowing who he was
Nor what he like
Became accustomed to being used
Not speaking out for fear of rejection
The fear of life without others
And when he goes home that's how he lives
Alone to his thoughts
Never questioning what he was
Just imitating his surroundings
Opinions he would vocalize
But being swayed by those he liked
Always changing for others
Not knowing how to change f
Learned to not care
To go through life putting nothing end
Instead of putting good in and getting shit out
No plans for the future
No path to follow
Just live bcause I must
Going on without fear of death
Pointless struggles along the way
Just to stay alive
Why stuggle to survive
When in the end all that you do is die
So begone emotions and feelings
Embrace the mask
The emotions you show are all fake
The laughs you make are a cry for help
Why did it come to this I ask
When life just laughs
We're all born to die
Nothing we do will ever make a difference
We are but a statistic in this machine
To be damned to a short period of
Can't think straight
Mind clouded with thoughts
Is she ignoring me
Is this normal
Does she hate me
What have I done
All of these thoughts haunt me every second
When I think about losing her
I just can't
I'd be dead inside
Just a hole
A hole that would be impossible to fill
No one can compare
No one can surpass
She's the reason I still have hope
Hope that life isn't all shit
That I can be happy for once
Without liars
And harlots
Without people using me
Abusing me
And treating me like they're better
But maybe she's just afraid
To be held in love's embrace
To give herself to something greater
To open up to one person
Bu
Hatred
Nothing but that burns
Every time I see him
Every time I hear him
And every time I think of him
But maybe I should give him a chance
Just fir her sake
To promote peace instead of war
To believe he's a good person
In the past he's been many things
A user
A jerk
And most of all
Just inconsiderate
But maybe he's changed
Maybe she can help him
Or maybe he will destroy her
I don't know what to do
To forgive and forget
Or to hate and dismiss
I'll leave the choice to her
Her happiness is worth more than my own
But if he uses her
He will be destroyed
Why do we do this to ourselves
Build ourself tall
Tell ourself how good we are
Just for someone to come knock it down
They might not mean to
They might have wanted to
But time and time again
We build ourselves back up
For what
The same to happen again
It's a fruious cycle
It'll will never end
Our pride controls how we act
Who we are
But our pride
Will be our downfall
Just when you think
You've found a way to end it
A way to be happy
To move on
It slips away
Always out of reach
Taunting you
But as you reach closer
Farther it goes
Until it cannot be seen
Until it's completely gone
Then is when you realize
What you've truly lost